just gonna stand there and watch me burn

today? I shall call it a BIMBO day! seriously, I did so many bimbo things today. first, I went to pokok cemerlang. saw zoul. I feel the sudden urge to wear my old bag. and so, I changed with him but with his stuff in my bag and with my stuff in his bag. How dumb is that?! Zoul went outside and said he would come in later. so I waited and it was already 1.30. I panicked as I assumed Zoul went home. I was like dang it! Then I went upstairs to give Jo her watergun. saw roo and sandy on the way. she wanted to watch S preform but then she has account class. Too bad Sand, he was super super awesome. If a guy ever sing that song to me, I would melt right then and there. saw jo. gave her the thing and got super thirsty. I was walking a lot at that time. being a bimbo I am, I drank Joey's water. HAHAHA. what a waste of hours of fasting. hmmm. then I went to the auditions. Heard A sing, he wasn't that good anyway, being an asshole he is. I can't even hear his voice. What I really like is S. So sweeeeeet! then went to Illa's house with Ira and ate the super duper yummy mac and cheese! I got home, took a shower. Then I went online. Wrote on M's wall and ask him to unblock me. That guy is super duper stubborn and so sarcastic. and guess what? He deleted his status right before he unblock us. damn, he's still paranoid with me reading anything he posted. why oh why? I was online for hours. I didnt even do my homework, sorry Miss T. slept at 11 on my couch, woke up at 3 a.m. ,packed my bags and go to sleep. I guess that's all then. adios!

things change, people change, shit happens but that's life.

well, things are looking up for me lately. those guys started to talk to me. haha if you know me, you know which ones. well for starters, he smiled at me first rather than me saying hi. He gave me the kind of smile where he showed his full set of teeth. haha how descriptive am I? I have to admit I was so excited because that's the first time he did that after months of not talking. But the thing is, I was really really dissapointed. He was not the guy that he used to be. He changed so much. I didnt even realise it as I haven't talk to him for awhile. It's really sad though. But that's life right? I mean come on, look at my title. well. as for the other guy. things are better I guess. At least he doesn't avoid me or ignore me right? It suprises me that he's acting like this. But whatever, it's all good. what I don't like is, his friends started disturbing me at school. It was so annoying. Especially that A guy. I like S better eventhough both of them are mean and rude. July has been a really bad month. So many shit happening this month. I fought with my best friend, I lose that person, I fought again with someone I couldnt rememeber now. haha goldfish! speaking of which, I don't even remember what I wanted to write so I'll stop here. Arriverderci!

blogging for the first time! haha

okay now it's 1.48 in the morning and I have not sleep yet. HOW DUMB IS THAT?! and I have school tomorrow. Damn. haha. so anyway, Illa has been pestering me to do this thing. blogging huh? not really my cup of tea. My cup of tea would be with scones and strawberry jam with whipped cream on the side. hmmm sounds delish. Well, people usually write about what they did right? So, what i did just now was lying on my couch with the lights out and just stare into space wondering what happened this past few months. how much I changed, how much people change. what happened to me, what happened to all of us. Those are the thoughts that have been wondering in my head while I was lying down. I must have looked emo, well I feel emotional anyway. These mood swings are really killing me. Well, that's all I have for now. Au revoir!